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  "map_content": "I\u2019ve been leaving the TV talking\r\nJust to soften the edge of the room\r\nLetting voices I don\u2019t care about\r\nStand in for you\r\nI go further than I mean to\r\nLike I never know where to stop\r\nEvery time I get close to something real\r\nI tighten it up till it drops\r\nIf you find your way to me\r\nLet it be because you tried\r\nNot because I pulled on you\r\nNot because I tried to hide\r\nI\u2019ve been rehearsing conversations\r\nThey don\u2019t land the same out loud\r\nBy the time I get to the moment\r\nI\u2019ve already worn it out\r\nI don\u2019t know how to hold it steady\r\nWithout changing what it is\r\nI either let it slip through my hands\r\nOr close them into a fist\r\nIf you find your way to me\r\nLet it be because you tried\r\nNot because I pulled on you\r\nNot because I tried to hide\r\nI know you\u2019re somewhere on the other side\r\nOf whatever lit our spark\r\nI\u2019m not reaching now\r\nI\u2019m just keeping the light\r\nIf you find your way to me\r\nLet it be because you tried\r\nNot because I pulled on you\r\nNot because I tried to hide\r\nThere\u2019s a way you can hold something lightly\r\nWithout making it disappear\r\nBut I\u2019ve never been good at the balance\r\nI either vanish or pull it too near\r\nThere\u2019s a version of me that stands steady\r\nDoesn\u2019t bargain to be seen\r\nDoesn\u2019t twist into someone you needed\r\nDoesn\u2019t ask what you mean\r\nI\u2019ve been learning the shape of that person\r\nLetting quiet fill in the frame\r\nIf you meet me there, it\u2019s not by accident\r\nWe just wanted the same\r\nIf you find your way to me\r\nLet it be because you tried\r\nNot because I pulled on you\r\nNot because I tried to hide\r\nMaybe love is just a door\r\nThat only opens from both sides\r\nI\u2019ll be here with my hand on the handle\r\nYou decide, you decide\r\nIf you find your way to me\r\nLet it be because you tried\r\nNot because I pulled on you\r\nNot because I tried to hide",
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