SirToshivia treechat·1w
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  "map_content": "Chapter 1. Page 2\r\nThe Costa Coffee Chat\r\nWe sit down with our latte\u2019s. It\u2019s great to see her. Although I don\u2019t feel any emotion at that moment other than total anxiety, I still remember what it used to be like when we first met & started meeting regularly for catchup\u2019s & coffee. They were good times. Great times in fact compared to the current situation. She stares straight at me, big smile on her face as if she\u2019s excited about something. \u201cSo, how\u2019s things?\u201d she asks. I have to somehow formulate a response in a structured way. My head starts banging at the thought of trying to think of something. I\u2019m incapable of coming up with any usual pleasantry & so I just come straight out with it, \u201cI\u2019m not good G, I\u2019m really struggling\u201d. Her face turns more serious. She pauses, tightens her lips & then hits me with it, \u201cI tried to kill myself several years ago.\u201d\r\nI can see in her face she means it. In an alarmed response, without any considerations of social etiquette, I ask, \u201cWhat?! How?!\u201d.\r\n\u201cI took an overdose of paracetamol in an attempt to end my life\u201d.",
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SirToshivia treechat·2d
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  "map_content": "Chapter 1, Page 7\r\nShocking the hippocampus into functioning\r\nWhilst on the sofa trying to cope with my stonking headache I\u2019m doing all I can to distract myself away from it. The pain is so unbelievably intense & for the first time in my life I can\u2019t rub it, I can\u2019t spray anything on it, I can\u2019t even prod it. I have to try live with it residing in the centre of my head. Every second that passes feels like a minute & every minute feels like an hour. I can\u2019t watch \u201cshit\u201d video\u2019s either, they seem to make it worse. Music doesn\u2019t help. I have to turn it off. I find myself strangely addicted to true live crime. It has to be real, it can\u2019t be any bullshit fictional drama. The more traumatic the story the better I feel. I never used to watch traumatic true-life crime because I found it too traumatising (funnily enough), but now, watching it feels so good! Am I developing some sick satisfaction from other people\u2019s misfortune? What the hell is going on? I keep watching in fascination, absorbing more & more\u2026\r\nhttps://paiybit.com/paiybit/69e4cf8055726b125ab841da",
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