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  "map_content": "I want to apologize\r\nI apologize for the times people get me wrong because i overdoze on thought loopholes.\r\nI don't need to apologize. Some or most people reading this may think to themselves \"who cares about you anyway?\". But thats the beauty about individualism.\r\nI am talking and linking persons to my inner thoughts in posts, not because i want you to get influenced by my talks, i do it because i try to proof my arguments.\r\nEveryone has to carry their scars. I do not want to talk about myself, but if i sound arrogant or negative, it may be because of my past.\r\nMy goal is to thrive and find my place inside this world. I was allways forced to watch the world through as many angles as i can imagine. Somethimes this breaks my own beliefs, just to reforge the pieces into something new. This is common, i know. Everyone functions like this. I didn't have a fixxed belief system until 2020. It grew out of the very resistance. Thats probably the reason why the progress still sounds so negative to many of the readers of my posts. Even now.\r\nBut listen. I didn't do the vaccine, had to build my belief system after i got dismantled by the people arround me since i was young, the school system. Its way beyond negative. My whole existence is positive because i am. Not talking about my mental state, but my very existence. My mental state is actually well too, it just loops too much in possibilities of danger which it fights with good thoughts and erases the good into new dangers, starting the process anew. But for now i don't get tired of it, just exhausted some times, especially in those moments i just wished i had a normal life like other people. But normal is not happy anyways nowadays.\r\nMany of us fight their own fights every day. Some more, some less. This is just a reminder on complexity of characteristics.\r\nI do not belief people are bad, but forged by things they misinterpret or misunderstand, or often times can't see.\r\nLife is somehow scripted, because you attract what you resonate with. If there is no change in frequency, there will allways be the frequency you stay in.\r\nI am not telling you this to think how poor i am or how great i am. I tell you this to show:\r\nHow people act is a direct link to their inner resistances. I know mine and you could decode them by just reading what i say. You can spot my soul if you try to understand it. Just like you can found the real Bitcoin because you tried to understand it.\r\nIf you read through everything, thank you very much for your attention, doesn't matter if negative or positive. I know that something inside you can hear me and between those many people lacking of connection to their own soul nowadays, i wish you the best and that you may allways follow your soul's desire, not your mind's, not your body's. May it thrive and take you to the hights you truly deserve.\r\n!fluxfast",
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