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  "map_content": "Chapter 1. Page 2\r\nThe Costa Coffee Chat\r\nWe sit down with our latte\u2019s. It\u2019s great to see her. Although I don\u2019t feel any emotion at that moment other than total anxiety, I still remember what it used to be like when we first met & started meeting regularly for catchup\u2019s & coffee. They were good times. Great times in fact compared to the current situation. She stares straight at me, big smile on her face as if she\u2019s excited about something. \u201cSo, how\u2019s things?\u201d she asks. I have to somehow formulate a response in a structured way. My head starts banging at the thought of trying to think of something. I\u2019m incapable of coming up with any usual pleasantry & so I just come straight out with it, \u201cI\u2019m not good G, I\u2019m really struggling\u201d. Her face turns more serious. She pauses, tightens her lips & then hits me with it, \u201cI tried to kill myself several years ago.\u201d\r\nI can see in her face she means it. In an alarmed response, without any considerations of social etiquette, I ask, \u201cWhat?! How?!\u201d.\r\n\u201cI took an overdose of paracetamol in an attempt to end my life\u201d.",
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